Jewells of Thought

What could you try for the first time?

After trying some different jobs in different areas of my comfort zone. There are two things I don’t just want to try. They are two special jobs or more so special titles that can have both pros and cons that make life interesting.

I have tried mowing, being a cashier working in different office environments at college. The most challenging was by far Dialysis in no less than 8 to 10 different settings in Indiana and Illinois. Yet the most important things that I have missed in my life are what I believe to be the most meaningful. It’s what the Bible teaches us in Genesis with Adam and Eve.

It only took me to wait for the right man to come into my life however. I did not want to date just for the purpose of dating and having fun. I wanted a man who knew he wanted a wife and a family who knew the Lord as his Lord and Savior. I never wanted to settle for anything less than what I deserved from a man who respected me. I know and have seen my grandparents, parents and several cousins have such meaningful and long loving marriages. The Lesters lasted for an amazing 72 years, my great grandparents on my Dad’s side.

So no, I don’t want to try I want to do. After years of seeing relationships up close and personal to reading God’s word about relationships I know what I want now and Bryan and I have talked so many times about this we are completely in sync about this we both are in this relationship together. We are ready and have been battling lows and highs for a while. If God allows us to get married soon I am praying to not be like Sarah and laugh if I am able to conceive. I am not as ancient as she was when she began Isaac but a geriatric pregnancy is still concerning. Yet when God is involved anything is possible as Sarah’s story shows us.

I don’t want to be close-minded and believe it can’t happen. It would not be the first geriatric pregnancy at all either. My age is not that old and I am pretty healthy I just want to not worry or stress either way and enjoy being married and see what God allows us to produce with the love He has already given us.