Jewells of Thought

Today started really early this morning when my Dad finally answered his phone. The time was before 5 am. Since then their day has been topsy turvy and so has mine. Of course they had it worse than I have today at least I was able to make it to Homecoming and they were able to join me for the church dinner.

Right now it’s been too long of a day to try to work my brain cells even more than they have been used. However, my brain did compute what President Trump said in his speech at the Memorial for Charlie today. Tomorrow is a big day for everyone regarding the reasoning for Autism. The report is in, from our Secretary Robert Kennedy and his team, and it will be shared in a briefing from them. It has been a long time coming.

Honestly I feel like scrambled eggs this evening. Thankfully I got to hear and talk to my brother who is now in the hospital for the second time today, but he will recover from these wounds. I am more worried about the toll this has taken on my parents.

I wanted to write so much more, but like I said so many things have twisted my head in different directions. Like President Trump said I don’t know if I could have easily forgiven my husband’s killer either less than 2 weeks later. Yet Erika did with her fierceness and protectiveness of how her husband peacefully communicated, she wants to continue in that vision of his.

Tomorrow will be a new day. I am hopeful that in the light of day things will look brighter and my thoughts will clarify like they did on Saturday. I felt more in my groove Saturday it felt really good.