Jewells of Thought

Today has been a whirlwind. I got up later in the morning. Even though I went to bed early Bryan’s last message of the day for me… well it frustrated me. Then we didn’t get a chance to talk about it before bedtime came and went. So I slept uneasy. Come to find out his night was worse coming back from a meeting with a migraine.

Neither of us slept well and it took this morning for us to straighten out a disagreement which was less disagreeing with each other and more of he forgot a recent conversation. I then had to remind him of that conversation and the facts of this weekend. This is what I really dislike about our completely online relationship. We don’t always get to say goodnight or make up from mix-ups during the day. I used to let something like this make me want to terminate the idea of us as a couple. I did that a few times. I mean wouldn’t it just be easier to throw in the towel? Except like last night I would feel off about not being on the same page and not having his presence whether it’s just his texts or his phone calls.

Anyhow with that behind us this afternoon my stomach decided to go against me. I felt lousy and queasy most of the afternoon until not long ago. I do feel much better now for some reason. While I have felt better I started to paint my mat for a project I am working on. It has been fun although I did make a bit of a mess with some yellow paint.

Hopefully Mom will forgive me!

This is not the final version. I may come back from the trip and want to add another coat of paint. We shall see after this weekend. I did have some fun playing with some sunflowers though.

“God’s Love is unconditional just as His unwavering Sunflowers follow… His Lead”

I wrote this line especially for this engagement/ wedding gift. It took me a full weekend to figure it out.