Today has felt crazy to me. I woke up feeling incredibly numb and was against the idea of getting out of my bed. My night ended in disappointment. After making plans for a goodnight rendezvous through a phone call but my boyfriends internet went out while he was doing some business emails. Sometimes this online only relationship is frustrating. I have recently missed a couple of his calls and hoped this would be a nice make up for the last week.
Waking up this morning was laced with sadness thinking he purposely fell asleep on purpose. I was in such a mood this morning ready to stay at home and have a pity party. Ironically, my niece has this ability to call at what I would say was the wrong time, but she has a sense of the right time to call. To add to all of this though, my car actually would not start this weekend. Last weekend I couldn’t open the doors and realized someone not me and not my Dad had locked the doors.
So the timing of her phone call allowed me the ability to get Dad’s car at my brothers trailer on their way to church. So I was able to pick up two girls on my way to church. The windshield was not defrosting quickly enough though so we headed back home and didn’t actually make it to Sunday School. I needed my foot and a half long de-icer tool. We were still early for church, but didn’t go into Sunday School in the sanctuary.
It sounds like I will be needing a new battery. Just my fortune to have everything fall where it did today. After spending time with the girls this morning and church it was late this afternoon when I finally gave in and talked to him. Apparently I can be a bit stubborn.
Yet he can melt my heart so easily with two words and his darn emojis.
Jewells of Thought 
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