In school I was the shy girl who didn’t know what to do half the time around everyone. I was always second-guessing myself. Being that way allowed me to sit back and watch and observe others and how they answered questions. Their personalities would show through how they acted and answered questions. No I didn’t exactly know I was doing this at the time, but now with hindsight I see that more.
Observing a person’s words and actions in a certain period of time can tell you a lot about a person. There have been some people who have thrown me for a loop. Two for certain and including Bryan since I can’t see him in person. I always wondered if I could be so crazy about a man it would drive me bonkers. Grandma was right after all about falling and falling hard.
We have had some ups and downs, but he has never given up on me no matter how obstinate I can get. I am my father’s daughter. The more we talk the more I see common sense, determination and their hope in his words.
Autumn threw me for a loop too. She was a wild child and the rebel; changing her hair color every so often. Meeting her Mom stumped me to my core. I thought I knew her pretty well for Church friends, I helped her make some doctor appointments. It crushed me to think I had towed the line believing her Mom was what she told me. I sat face-to face across from her Mom at Church so many times not believing this is who she had talked about. I couldn’t even talk to her about her daughter feeling guilty about our conversations.
Last year when I met all the ladies I would be working with at the Clinic they all seemed amazingly nice. I wish I had known it was a vipers nest before entering. I got my cousin’s warning a couple months too late. Yet as I have said before Wal-Mart never wanted me to leave. I got some high praises at different times from co-workers and customers.
I really enjoyed the idea of who was I going to meet today!
Jewells of Thought 
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