Jewells of Thought

Do you have trouble admitting you don’t have all the answers?

I’ve never proclaimed to know everything.

Yet there are times like this week I feel drained. I know how to combat depression, but the other part of the problem is what is more depressing. Writing is my purpose and it has been amazing seeing some of the responses from these articles this year.

Using my creative skills and adaptability at finding what I already own to make these cards has been a good way to deflect. Exactly a week ago I worked on an article for a position that was due the next day. It has now been a week and because of that I missed a second family gathering in order to see what would enfold from it.

It’s frustrating…

To be honest I wasn’t sure after I had already pressed the quick apply on it. Then I didn’t think I would hear anything more. Then of all days it was a Saturday morning when I happened to have a migraine. I didn’t actually look at his message until Sunday morning thinking it was odd. I was given one week to write 1000 words on topics that seemed over my head, but he wanted to check out our research skills.

Now I wish I had just thrown the message away and not worried at all last week over this and missed being at my Uncle’s Thanksgiving Night. It feels like another bad decision when none of my decisions have been working out to well lately.

God-willing good news will come from Bryan soon. That is where my hope is right now. Getting him here would alter life for certain in a good way. A way I really think we both need.