Jewells of Thought

November is about to end… it doesn’t seem quite possible does it! In the next week some things will be happening very quickly. The book discussion starts December 1st with Angela Hunt and her new devotional then before you know it the 7th will be here.

The Christmas Season is already underway half of the movies have debuted on most of the channels. It is a busy time for everyone. Honestly I have been zoning out myself the past couple of days. I need some Christmas fun with decorating cards in order to get over some stress. Although I do think today I was able to solve one of my problems; at least I pray it worked.

I really did zone out today and after cutting out the materials something has been off kilter no matter what I do. Last night I was just getting some pieces cut up, then this morning I had no good light source to see. my goodness I feel like I have aged over the last few days or something. The light came through the front window and it seemed bright, but when I tried to look at the cutouts I felt like I was straining.

Oh well at least I got started and have 4 done. I know I thought I would have had more done tonight. I told you I literally zoned out and that movie brought some powerful emotions to the surface. I really miss Grandma Rosie, she told me specifically that my time would come. Even though I taunted her back by saying I would find me a Baptist Nunnery; like they really exist. Everything she said was true.

She said I would fall hard and I have and she’s not here to witness any of this. Sometimes I think my niece is Grandma reincarnated just to have her fun and laugh at me. If only I could hear her laugh once again. I just don’t understand the timing.

The only thing that comes to my mind is that God knew we would appreciate the idea of marriage and being together better with having to deal with separation. Not to mention delving into issues we would never have needed to deal with until maybe years later. We have had some deep conversations, driving us to know each other better and learning each other’s strengths and weaknesses over our time together.

What an interesting day it has been!