Jewells of Thought

The past few days have been a lot. Not only is our dog slowly healing from an accident the past week Thursday we lost our internet connection. Sometimes that truly feels like I have lost my entire brain. The nice counter to that was the fact I was able to finish the book I was reading; several chapters at once taking in the kaleidoscope picture unfolding in my mind in a continuance.

I still can’t say for sure the pain in my forehead is completely gone, but I have felt enormously better today just not 100%. I did make it to Church, not Sunday School or this evening, but I also had to make a decision. Stay home all day or go to Church while my brother could watch the dog and get out of the house for a bit. Totally unlike me, I couldn’t even sing and felt a bit nauseated, but I was so happy to see a longtime member of the Church and daughter to one of the amazing Sunday School teachers we had for the older classes. I miss them both, but it was so good to see her this morning.

I guess she is shy I knew I had to be at Church this morning even for just the one one service to get a couple of hugs from her. I feel blessed knowing the many amazing men and women who formed this Church as God allowed me to get to know.

Honestly otherwise I may have very well stayed at home, but I have worked through migraines before. This one just felt like a doozy because of the pill that has been keeping me from having 3 day migraines for most of this year.

Today has been a very poignant day for me. This weekend has been a whirlwind in different ways and I tend to get all about the writing and forget to look at the Word Press Community of the ‘Reader’. I don’t usually comment I just like articles, but something seemed to prompt me to answer the question on my ‘Home Page’. The results of answering have been quite intriguing. Again reminding me that it is something to do more than once in a blue moon.

Something else happened on Saturday and I am still trying to determine if it’s good or bad. I am being asked to write a super specific article in order to possibly gain an interview for a position. When I pushed the quick apply button it seemed like I had done the wrong thing. My conscience and a tower of fears and doubts instantly assaulted me. I have to send this 1000 word article on Friday.

The question is what changed? My nerves.

Can I fill this position I guess only God truly knows!