Time for inspecting one’s heart and mind is necessary. Today I had some alone time which doesn’t happen very often. Not sleeping very well may have also added to my unfortunate awkwardness and exhaustion.
The other slice of today is the question of am I doing what I am supposed to be? Frustration seems to follow shut doors too easily this year. Even writing has been difficult since my accident. Inspiration and having a message have been somewhat lacking recently when ideas don’t instantly come to mind.
So many little and not so little events have taken place in this span of time. A Church Homecoming, an Aunt’s death and now Church is being updated in ways that haven’t been done maybe ever.
My heart has been full and grieving even with my Grandparents house and our Estate Sale coming up. Cleaning the house and finding little treasures. I could never have anticipated the toll and the emotions each has imprinted on my heart.
Have I been too into my grief and emotions lately? Do you still find any sense of inspiration from these articles even in the middle of my grief? That accident was the beginning of several decisions made and it’s been such a journey for me.
Jewells of Thought 
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