Sometimes I still feel a need to pinch myself. Getting a text from one special man saying he wanted to check in on me can still give me goosebumps. He knows I have been in research mode lately. It’s super sweet knowing he wants to check on me and that we got a long minute of connection.
Be still my heart… my charmer does know me well.
For the past week I have been delving back into a book series of Kate Breslin. In the chapter I was reading earlier today, a wistful one, that took me somewhere far off. Bryan and I haven’t physically met, no first kiss as of yet. Such a first kiss was brought up in this chapter, but it was the man reliving through an old flame’s journal. Of course this is historical fiction, but still this particular story isn’t real, but I so wish I had at least that one moment to remember and cherish.
I never expected love to be so tumultuous. Yet when I see texts like this I feel like we can persevere as we already have. “I’m certain I want you love.” Of course, he responded to my last line of a previous text of mine. “Most days I’m certain I belong with you.” On other days I think I’m absolutely crazy for being in an online relationship.
Still I can’t help the fact I have this underline feeling God truly brought us together. The way that certain things happened in a precise time-frame. There are times that God works in miraculous ways to bring two hearts together.
Do you have check-ins with your other half? Do they give you goosebumps? Are you facing hardships apart from each other too?
Jewells of Thought 
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