Jewells of Thought

Today is another day of feeling hopeless. My boyfriend is in another state, city and county; it’s frustrating. We just got over a little hiccup, which was really my being over-emotional and taking something he said out of context.

Still we can’t do anything really meaningful for his birthday tomorrow. Last year his colleagues threw him a party he had no idea they had planned. He was touched that they knew it was his birthday and put some effort into it. I couldn’t do much I had to work last year. I sent him birthday greetings early that morning and sent him a video of me literally singing in the car as I headed to work. He said he loved it that was a first time doing something like that, but in our circumstance you have to be creative.

This evening I was inspired. We shall see I may try once again to go over the song though. I haven’t played this music for awhile and I may need to give it one more chance to have a possible better recording. Sometimes it scares me that I don’t have time for music and piano because of my writing. I can’t let one zero out the other they both iron me out creatively speaking. Plus Big Band is just one of the genres I enjoy playing, although Christmas and Church music is still high on the list.