The Lord has blessed me with a man who drives me crazy. I say this in the sweetest regard; I have never been crazier in love like this. We had a bit of a disagreement or rather I misconstrued his statement.
Unfortunately it was out of nowhere and I was still getting over the fact I had pickle pants the night before. That and the fact that writing my last two articles were extremely difficult with a little girl on each side of me talking or playing at the same time. I couldn’t focus and I nearly had to scratch them for the evening. I got a little hot-headed and left 2 long messages and ended them with I think I need some time to get through the next couple of days.
This is why I love him. He knew I was emotional and over analyzing and thinking too much about everything. He gave me the 48 hours of silence that I instantly regretted asking for. As always he respected me and gave me the space even though I continued to pour out my thoughts to him over the events of yesterday and today.
All it took was one of his messages to warm me up this afternoon. Yet I kept thinking I went too far again; I pushed his buttons with that response. The last couple of days have been horrible without a message from him; I need my communication with him. Yet I told him I needed time to get through the viewing and the funeral.
This has to be where the adage comes from being “crazy in love.”
I knew it sounded stupid as I was typing it yet I was also upset. Plus I needed to be aware of my family and what was coming up for the next two days in a row. However, he never left my mind.
Have you ever just really wanted to kiss your boyfriend so badly, but you know kissing your laptop just wouldn’t be the same?
Jewells of Thought 
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