Jewells of Thought

Heavenly Father I ask for your strength and grace. Even as I make another batch of Salsa this evening didn’t bring me as much satisfaction as it did a few weeks ago or a month ago.

Lord I know how to be a busy bee really well. I am a Bishop and an Alsman. I have been scolded by Grandma Rosie and Mom about the ‘B’ word being bored and have learned many different ways to use my time wisely.

So why Lord… I am needing to take some stress off my parents and today I learned another application fell through again. As another message was sent to me a week ago from a possible employer that already gave me a job only to rescind the job within 2 days. I’m having some trust issues with this company right now.

Lord I need guidance, strength and determination not to fall into a fetal position. This is September and I am still trying to get back to my routine from my accident and recent bouts of illnesses.

To make things worse some rather bleak news came from Dad’s sister in the hospital. Lord, O Lord I feel like David in one of his Psalms crying out to you. Why have you allowed this to happen? Our family needs you immensely right now Lord, please help us to continue asking you for guidance and be with my Aunt specifically Lord. In your Holy Gracious Name Amen.