Feelings of …Inadequacy

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Since the accident something has been off. There is something I can’t quite put my finger on. Exhaustion, lack of energy, seem to be my problem. Several ideas came to mind this weekend even, but the time of waiting and the heat dried them out of my head I guess.

Have you ever had this experience of making it through something serious and not getting completely back to yourself quickly enough?

Somehow I am writing and making my quota better than I was during the concussion. This week, however, we have the added heat wave that has been called dangerous in some local cities the temp is 114 only 45 minutes south of us.

Due to these temperatures Mom and I have been getting up even earlier to walk. Tuesday morning we could already feel it so we skipped our walk. The last two days it has been a bit easier to complete our walk. We shall see how tomorrow will be. I feel healthy getting our exercise in it’s been a month now since the accident so what’s my problem?

Writing is still essential for me. I have had so many unscripted and unplanned moments in the past month. Maybe my problem is being somewhat out of socket… still a bit. I have to admit the heat has made me a little dizzy yesterday.

If you are in the middle of the heat wave please be careful! Keep hydrated, stay in the shade… just be extremely careful with your health!

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