Jewells of Thought

Honestly I still feel taken aback today from the past weekend. If my accident wasn’t enough just three weeks ago my sister-in-law and hers has to be now.

I thought mine was crazy and I didn’t hurt my vehicle or hit anything. She was literally run over while in the parking lot sitting in a scooter. Then a truck toppled her off the scooter while my niece was nearby. Thankfully she made it to the ER and the police have a case to start against the lady that didn’t stay long enough to give any of her information at all.

As I said it’s been a long weekend on top of our internet crisis, the Family Reunion and the heat Sunday. Then the migraine I had initially expected from my accident came last night. I do blame the 95 degree heat for it. Talk about the pounding in the forehead and the nausea compared to the past two weeks after the accident this was torture. Those were mere headaches made worse by screen time and writing. I actually lost the contents of my stomach. Today has been a slow day, though, I still felt tired and nauseated around dinnertime. Therefore leaving the aroma for my bed for nearly two hours.

Life is going at a speed that’s too fast for me. Especially when I see things through the eyes of the green glasses of possible jealousy. I have a guy in my life, but things I can’t discuss have frustrated our being together. We have put so much into this relationship we can actually know what the other is thinking. Sometimes it just feels like the devil himself is trying to keep us away from each other. Then I have to remind myself not to give him too much credit. Not having any word from him in nearly two days is gut-wrenching.

Weekends really need to have less stress-filled situations… right.