Jewells of Thought

Heavenly Father this week has been quite an emotional one. Having some playtime with just a few residual effects from the 20 shots and the green food from some very young supposed doctors. Among the children aspect of this week I did have an appointment with a neurologist. My allergies to smoke and dust have literally bitten me giving me coughing and laryngitis a couple of times this week for a little bit. I found out that if I take a pill it will affect another pill. Honestly, though I am only on that pill for one reason otherwise I would never let that kind of pill anywhere near me.

Why Lord, does it seem my want for a family is always on the backburner? In my mind it has always been my duty to make sure everyone else in the family is taken care of my needs haven’t mattered as much. That was what I learned from my Grandma’s and my Mom making sure our guys were good. Getting through college with a degree after having to quit twice for different reasons to still not find a job using that degree is vexing. Did I make those decisions the right way or like Job, did the devil intervene to try me in my circumstances? Analyzing is in me and I am not sure where it came from, maybe both sides of my family.

Why did it take a lifetime to find the man, but his job is compounding us being able to unite right now? Will the Aunt ever be a Mom?

Then I watched a news-clip this week that unnerved me. My righteous anger needed to write out what God burdened my heart with from my observations. Last night was not how I envisioned the night to end. My site tripled in viewership over my ‘200th Article’. I have been as truthful as I can be with what scripture says and adding personal experiences before; yet last night was absolutely crazy.

When I saw the comment from a church friend that was before I realized what was happening. I thought all of the comments were for my niece’s birthday greetings. One came from this friend who is a working member of our local Crisis Pregnancy Center. Oh Lord, that comment of encouragement and agreement on the message of this article took me by surprise. She was not the only one to think so according to my statistics from the evenings numbers. Even this morning, I had more views.

It has always been my prayer that my words could be used for Your Glory Lord. To see the progression this week has taken is only one of those God-kisses from You Lord. Thank You for this stirring Lord, I pray each person who has read this article has been inspired and perhaps changed their minds on a couple of issues. In Jesus Holy name Amen.