Well I have had moments of inaction thinking that my words wouldn’t help. Sometimes I feel like I am bubbling forth with stories to tell or narrate. It feels weird to say that God has given me a talent for this but honestly and as humbly as I can I have to admit this is not me.
God has to be giving me these insights. Facts have always been a part of my life in dates and times in history and involving the calendar of events so many different kinds of historic timelines and then you have the musical scales and essentials of learning everything I need to know to sight read music. These require facts that are pretty much unchanging.
Are observational skills carried from genes. My Dad’s Mom has always been good about being intricate on details and documenting life milestones in the family, she worked at Crane typing. Both of my Grandma’s had observational skills and the gift of gab.
My not taking action was because I didn’t feel adequate enough to speak on issues even if I did know something. This blog due to various issues and various reasoning is my latest attempt at doing what God has called me to do; writing. It could also be described as journaling, but content has never been my issue it was needing to have actual benefits of a normal job.
WhichI then, also ask God why me… if I can’t find the way to take care of myself doing what I enjoy and what You want me to do…why can’t I seem to get these ideas to all align. Therefore inaction happens, however, when God calls you out towards something can you really refuse and be absolutely comfortable not doing so. I missed writing so much last year following this stable job which took away my health. I do know it is best to be in God’s will, but sometimes life is complicated.
Jewells of Thought 
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